| wow its been about 5 months since i've written on here...it cause of myspace..DAMN YOU TOM! yeah so i thought i worked at 4 today but i called and dont have to go in until 5! WOO hoo! cause i was supposed to work at EXPRESS today too but i was a call in and they said they dont need me. they have to cut hours. i find that kinda weird since we're doing like crazy insane in how much money we make that they have to cut hours...dunno but its an easy job i need to put in my two weeks cause i doubt that i will be able to do school and two jobs. HA. right i know. anyways i need to go find something else to do...aka watch the dallas cowboy cheerleader camp tv show its back from commercial.
PEACE OUT.
-burp |
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| boys arent so stupid afterall. i mean things were really weird and technically they havent gotten less confusing, well a little, but i like him and i dont care and im petty sure he likes me so....it smells like tuna in my apt....the next time i see him and were not at the mall i think im gonna go for it and see what happens! wish me luck! |
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| so yeah i dunno. things are still weird i still havent got a chance to talk to him. we were supposed to be going to a concert tomorrow but they're kinda sold out. so i dont know when im gonna talk to him. today i went in and he seemed spaced out and didnt seem to care. so oh well maybe hes just tired of me. oh well i'll live
ps yes i have this cd....HAHA MICAH |
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| OK so have you ever had that feeling where your tired of everything.
There is a guy who confuses the FUCK out of you and you can't seem to
stop thinking about them? So you go and try to keep yourself busy with
everything else and try to just stop thinking about them, then you have
to drive 3 hours to blue springs and find your only company is music.
so you get into your car and the first thing you hear is the chorus of
Imogen Heap's Goodbye & Go...
"why'd ya have to be so cute
its impossible to ignore you
why'd ya have to make me laugh so much
it's bad enough we get along so well"
grr. boys piss me the fuck off. so you
go on to listen to the rest of the Imogen Heap CD cause its really good
and then Hide & Seek comes on and again reminds you of the boy you
have a mad crush on that you dont know what he's thinking. next
song...nope the whole fucking CD is ruined now cause any song you
listen to on the album reminds you of HIM. that bastard why did you
even make him a cd. ok so then your like P-H-E-W the cd is finally
over. so what comes on next? TEDDY FUCKING GEIGER...oh this just
happens to be the boys ringtone on your phone...ok so you put your iPod
on...ok starts out with some Britney Spears..then oddly enough goes to
Marilyn Manson's Disposable Teens which is a weird transition i know. i
have a wide variety of music on that little sucker. so then i remember
my friend told me to listen to SIA so i did. pretty good cd. i like the
one about potatos. lol ok so on shuffle we hear lots of music and then
dont think of the boy until warrensburg when your phone's txt message
sound goes off and your heart skips a beat and you wonder who it is and
find its your sister asking where u were but you totally didnt think it
was your sister and secretly hoped it was the boy who confuses you and
makes you so angry you say you hate him but you really dont. so then
more music we hear some hilary duff some death cab, dandy warhols,
panic!, hoobasuck, then right as your finding your exit to blue springs
BEATING HEART BABY starts up on the ipod. you get this pissed off smirk
on your face as your blurt out the lyrics and again think of the boy,
song finished as you round the corner at 1:55am. next song to come
on....? wakefield's c;mon on baby...whos chorus u hear right as you
shut your car off....
"c'mon baby you make me sweat
i'm sufficating
you stole the air from my chest
my hears on fire
i'm falling from your lips
you know you know we've got a good,
good thing goin' on"
and what do those lyrics make you think of? the boy yet again. grr. the
one day Jon albiar hates music was tonight. it was making me mad. so
then i walk up to the door...you should probably know my mom doesnt
know im coming home she thinks i open at starbucks tomorrow....so i
ring the door bell and hear footsteps and my dad opens the door and
goes "what the fuck? why are you hear so late?" i just laughed and
asked where my mom was. as i walk into her room she sits up and gives
me this look of confusion and goes..."do you know what time it is? why
did you leave so late? you scared the crap outta me i thought the cops
were here or something." i just gave her a hug and told her that i
wanted to be the first one to tell her happy mothers day. it was sweet
i know. now im tired and i wrote a lot so im off to bed. oh look i can
put what music im listening to...damn you imogen~!
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